I am leaving no matter what

Greetings
I just cried finish
So ....
I am not in a good mood
Trying to cheer up by thinking of dear
I will start with my day then to the part why i cried
So read it if u are kpo or u care about me
Woke up at 11++
Woke up brush teeth all that then keep walking around
My mother crazy
I locked door
She scolded me
I scolded back
Using what dear told me yesterday
Then afternoon dear called me
I told him about that he laughed
Chatted until both our father came back
Then went bath went out
Tsk
My mood already went down went i went out
Then went out cried
My father suddenly walked beside me
Then he ask me in chinese
Father:U got boyfriend izzit ?
Me:Why ?
Father:Then u and a boy very close right ?
Me:Why ?
Father:Why u want leave house ?
Me:*Keep Quiet*
Father:Dont be silly got anything u tell me okays ?
Me:*Keep quiet&cry*
Father:Dont cry okays ? Got anything tell me dont run okays ?
Me:*Kepp quiet&cry*
Then he walked away
I wipe away my tears then went to my mama
I asked her for her phone then called dear
Cried badly
He keep asking me not to cry
And i tried to stop
I stop awhile
Then continue again
I counldnt stop
I dont know why
I veru ji dong uhh when talking to him
I dont know why
Keep seeing my sister walking in and out
And i know why
Sure izz my father ask her come outside walk walk
To see if i am still there anot of couse
He know i am running
I dont know who the fuck or what the fuck told him
When i know who tell him the person sure die
But i have decided to .......
On monday u will know my decision
But i think nao
Only dear&ahgirlgril know
Cause i only tell him&her
Kk
I really cheer up abit ne
So dear u also cannot sad hor !
Me and ahgirlgirl very funny
I told her about my father
She ask me "how he know i said i dont know''
She ask me "got tell dylon"
I said yes i calle"nao' ?
I said "no just nao"
*Skip this part*
Then i told her "tomolow my eyes sure swollen again"
She said "not surprise"
I say "u trying to say i have swollen eyes everyday ?"
She said "No this few days only "
I said"Yeah true i think monday will swollen again"
She said"yup comfirm de"
I said"very happy hor ?"
She said"Nope"
I said "Haiiz never mind nah i have swollen eyes prettier (:"
She say"Yup more pretty&beautiful"
I say"I should cry everyday just to make me pretty ?"
She say"No need"
I say"Haha haha okays okays"
*Skip this part too*
Then talked to xinbaobei
She sad when i tell her
Eeeeeeeeeeyer
I sad alot of people sad with me
Not fair !
I dont want !
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyer
I hate it !
If monday i see people sad
I will cry from start of school till i go home alrights ?
Eye pain ....
Shall end here





People ,
Please dont sad with me
I dont want people sad with me
I see people sad i will cry morning till go home
I say it i mean it .