Every relationships always come out a third party . Does our relationship have one ?

(Xin u want u take uhh ... -,-)

Greetings ,
Currently not in a good mood
Nightmares again .
I realise something .
Since that time i wrote i have more nightmares than sweeeeeeeeeeeet dreams
I keep having nightmares
Pathetic -,-
I didnt manage to sleep well
I hate it
I messaged dearboyboy
Today`s paper
Difficult !
I seriously dont now how to do
All anyhow do
Seriously i think i am going to fail badly
And i am going to retain
No joke
Seriously i think got 70% going to retain
Cannot blame me
Didnt really manage to sleep in class
Two reson
First:Teacher scare me .
Second:I scare nightmare come ...
Pathetic
Then break
Went walk walk around school then went for paper two
Seriously
Those fucking paper izz really hard !
I sure fail until like shit can ...
After finishing that fucking paper
I was bored
I smell my hand got dearboyboy de smell
I smell until i feel so sleepy
And i really slept
Until teacher say last 15 mins -,-
Then keep playing with adhwa
After that went causeway
Father called
Rushed out
Call him back
Went in again
Then saw mr chan uhh
Come scold scold -,-
Then went home .
I reach home no one at home
I dont have the fucking key !
I called
They say they at playground
When look for them
Then watch them play awhile
Went home
Whatthefuck
I reach home i want bath my brother come fight toilet with me
I scolded him badly
He scolded me back too
But in the end he still let out the toilet to me
I ended up crying in toilet
I dont know why
Then those stupid soap
Went into my eyes
I cry even louder -,-
When i come out
My brother stand outside the door
Asking me what happen
I say nothing and walked off
He keep looking at me dont know for what fuck
Then i went into the room
Then come out on lappy
Seriously anyone willing to lend me a shoulder to cry on ?
I really feel like crying !
Nao i am so damn fucking not okays !





We always quarrel becaouse of my father
I dont like the feeling of quarreling
It make both of us sad
Like u said
If we keep quarreling because of my father
Soon or later we surely will break up
But i dont want break up !
I really love u alot !
Believe it anot .







Seriously ,
I admit
I am jealous .
But when i see u happy
I think ...
Its okays ...


Sometimes ,
Letting go izz the best way ....
Not true !



Yeah ...
I think too much liao (: