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Dont act like u know me when u dont . U will regret knowing me , because i am a trouble maker . I make trouble whenever i want , U cant stop me . I am also a happy-go-lucky girl . I depends on luck alot . My mood also change very easily . Dont try to test my mood . U shall see what will i do when u changed my mood . Sometimes having mood swing is good for my body . I am very bitchy . U cant blame me for it . I also have attitude problems , I show attitude whenever i like So shut up when i show it to u . Lasly , My blog , my say Not happy come tell me personally or keep it to yourself . "Get high and fly ! " Sometimes when i say "I am okays" , I wish someone will hug me tightly And say " i know you're not. " ♥

Sunday, October 31, 2010

I dont know whats happening to me ..... I am going to break down soon ....

Greetings ,
Had a quarrel with future hubby
I felt so bad
I feel like crying
Seriously
My eyes hurts alot .
Whatthefuck
Just nao went out with cousins .
Went to fish farm
Nice .
But my eye pain
Haiiz ....
Fish spa was nice
But itchy
Actually wantted to fly kite
But that fucking weather spoilt everything
I said EVERYTHING okays !
Then went to cousin`s house .
They play wii
I sleep at the sofa
Because i was waiting for message to come .
Then message came in
Was from future hubby
Was very happy
Then wait-ed for 8pm
Gave him a wake up call
Then when downstair with cousins and uncle .
They ask me i this primary five or six -,-
I was like i sec one niao -,-
Do i look so pathetic young ?
Future hubby said yes
I told him i need to grow up and mature niao
He said i was not mature at all yet
And he izz going to explain to me why on our second month .
Then talk-ed about babysitting
I dont care niao nah
Next time baby come my house
I will INVITE future hubby to my house
And take care of them for me .
And then i can take my break and let him do all those things
I have my plan already
If he can fufil it for me
I will be very happy .
Should i bring him back to malaysia with me ?
Yes i should !
But my father sure dont allow -,-
Shit him ...
And i also dont think he will come with me nah ...
Then i went home bath
Call-ed future hubby
Talk-ed awhile hang phone
I can hear that he dont have the mood to talk to me .
Currently talking to yixin as future hubby want me to .
I listen to him alot okays !
I feel like breaking down nao
I need a shoulder nao .
I need someone to talk to me nao
I feel like telling alot of things
But most likely it`s all crap .
But i really need someone to talk to nao
My eyes hurts
If i cry it will be worst right ?
God bless me then
I am going to cry
I promise-d future hubby i will try to sleep early
I will try to sleep before 2 alrights
AHBAI .
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VV
我不是你想像那麼勇敢 .

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